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Jerusalem-Past-Present-Future

Friday, January 29th, 2010
Jerusalem-Past-Present-Future

“In dreams begins responsibility.” — William Butler Yeats

The award winning BBC program Naked Science caught my attention the other day. A downloaded segment points to writers having a DNA. Explaining that even the best writers have a limited vocabulary, and therefore ability to express themselves, but more, unique, exclusive to each writer, a set of words to play with, like a single person scrabble game. Only so many books or pieces can be written from each gifted source. A word thumbprint; within the lines are the stories, to which there is an end.

Such is life.

This is my thought as I try to figure out a way to express the 2nd half of my DNA trek, the beginning of my journey into the Middle East, Israel, and Jerusalem, my time in the Old City. I’m willing to give as much as makes sense, but what words to share from my DNA, this finite thumbprint, the family saga?

The internationally acclaimed Ulysses, a book by James Joyce largely about the human condition, a mirror of Homers’ Odyssey, the hero’s journey; the aforementioned totals about 265,000 words from a vocabulary of 30,000 words. A fictional story, so consider what it would take to describe something as ancient, broad, complex as the story of Jerusalem, Palestine. We don’t have time for that epic story, for every stream-of-consciousness detail.

The facts, the various sides of the larger debate are readily available for anyone to learn. We know the story all too well, or we should. I’ve decided to focus on what is relevant to this project, to consider the present, get to the point. In previous writings, on this website, I’ve outlined the theory of DNA Memory. This post takes our discussion to another level, fulfilling, in a way, a semi-complete zeitgeist. The full digestion, not quite in epic proportions, will come with the book.

So what does the future hold? And in relation to this project, looking directly into the eyes of the thesis: Can understanding DNA Memory help guide us to a positive evolutionary change that we the people, of all cultures and creeds, control? Not a new philosophy but something we can utilize? Can we find common ground?

I am driven to understand the past, how we got to the present, before I can move into the future. The following is what I’ve learned and experienced.

Jerusalem is a city with visible scars, war displayed like a layered cake, showcasing the grabs for power. One tribe builds for its god or gods; inevitably later another, a growing religious movement destroys the previous in honor of their messiah, the conquerors get conquered, the losers becomes winners, full circle, it keeps going.

[1] ‘It is holy to Judaism as the site of the Temple of Jerusalem, to Christianity because of its association with Jesus, and to Islam because of its connection with the Mi’raj (the Prophet Muhammad’s ascension to heaven). Jewish shrines include the Western Wall. Islamic holy places include the Dome of the Rock. In 1000 BCE David made it the capital of Israel. Razed by the Babylonians in the 6th century BCE, it thereafter enjoyed only brief periods of independence. The Romans devastated it in the 1st and 2nd centuries CE, banishing the Jewish population. From 638 it was ruled by various Muslim dynasties, except for short periods during the Crusades when Christians controlled it. Rule by the Ottoman Empire ended in 1917, and the city became the capital of the British mandate of Palestine. It was thereafter the subject of competing Zionist and Palestinian national aspirations. Israel claimed the city as its capital after the Arab-Israeli War in 1948 and took the entire city during the Six-Day War of 1967. Its status as Israel’s capital has remained a point of contention: official recognition by the international community has largely been withheld pending final settlement of regional territorial rights.’

A beaten and bruised city that has changed hands a number of times, and in what could be called a miracle, has kept it’s grace. Not true for its inhabitants who go about the business of repeating history, wielding a segregated mission in the most disgraceful way.

Like siblings at the beach, building sand structures, one is architecting beautiful churches and monuments, the other his grand city and temples, yet another produces fantastic mosques, minarets, tall walls surrounding. One finishes, admires with pride his kingdom, to see his brother come quick to knock down the dream and hard work – another brother awaits his turn to do the same to the new victor, eager to build his righteous vision. As to say with the each destruction, gloating in repudiation towards the distraught, “What do you believe in now?”

I’ve learned that the rings of this family-tree-of-faith do not sing, for us, the world, a unified peaceful song of hope. Instead we’re all caught staring, spinning, not knowing where to start or what to do, we’re lost in a ancient olive grove. The ache of each root clings tight to its original promise, the rich soil of its beloved land. But in this grove there is no song, no happy story, no unified set of rings to tell or explain the past fairly, for there is more than one tree, each is different. Each gnarled branch gives out a silent polluted cry of its own, each prayer polarized in stubborn, twisted trunks, broken and fallen, splitting itself in two, three, each displaying, nothing but itself, thinking nothing but it’s own need; very alive despite appearing dead.

Life continues, the battles wage on and the little city that was, still is, the will of the people, their language, their culture, utterly shrouded with religion. Today, Jerusalem is so rich with history; its children have a bellyache, living daily with enduring pain, the tormented sickness of war.

Despite its history and present conflict this city on top of the hill is beyond beautiful, stunning. Time is lost. The light sweeps you into a dream — a dream produced by ghosts. One of the most affecting visions of my adult life; kids, families, and the everyday people of this ancient land, still alive today, living within the epic story. With each breathe, each movement, I could see an exchange from the land, it’s buildings; of a shared dark secret with its people, and vice versa. I, the visitor, a distant relative, was regulated to feel it for myself, but, only as a outsider.

There is no other place on earth with this energy, or so I think as I enter and exit it’s womb, the central battleground.

From what I could see: All together, Jews, Muslims and Christians, these monotheist ‘Abraham’ religions, 50% of the world’s population, share more in common than the other half of the world, yet are too hindered by their pain to accept or come to terms with these facts. Which reminds me with a thud, even the slightest differences matter and once those differences add-up, they turn into deeply rooted divides. DNA Memory is a finicky but random, exact though an evolving power. I’ve stated it before but it’s worth mentioning again, if you combine Jared Diamond’s Pulitzer Prize winning book Guns, Germs and Steal with Malcolm Gladwell’s best selling book Outliers, you can predict or rather be empowered to change, what’s next. A clash of the titans, 3rd world war? Or evolution revolution we finally and fairly control with shared values and interests?

As the only living creatures on earth with the ability for abstract thinking matched with the skills to produce what we imagine, a choice, what dreams we dream; doesn’t it come with a responsibility? What was the American Dream after all, but an exercised [2] Right of Revolution for peoples of all cultures and creeds demanding freedom? History gives us proof this works. The future demands we remain vigilant, yes? However, it’s clear now that the United States of America is stuck, no longer building the perfect union, no longer a role model for the future. And surely we understand by now this religious war is stuck, though the sickness of war is spreading faster than the H1N1 virus.

[3] ‘It is worth noting that individual humans generally differ by about 0.1 percent genetically. Thus, chimps differ from humans by about 15-fold more, on the average, than humans do from one another. The 0.1 percent human divergence certainly results in significant variation in physical appearance and traits between different humans. Therefor, perhaps we shouldn’t be so surprised that chimps could be 98.5 percent related to humans. Relatively small genetic changes can produce major phenotypic changes.’

[4] ‘Gregory Cochran and Henry Harpending argued in “The 10,000 Year Explosion” that some human groups experienced a vastly accelerated rate of evolutionary change within the past few thousand years, benefiting from the new genetic diversity created within far larger populations, and in response to the new survival, social challenges…’

Does this story sound familiar? Or do you ask, what does the above information have to do with this project, Zoe Bios? How can an American understand what’s happening in Israel? What is this brazen boldness!? If so, then I must immediately flip these questions on its head.

How could I/we not understand? And how could we/I not respond? Of course this is relevant.

My ancient blood, like many Westerners, little doubt walked these lands, traded goods, survived somehow. I’m personally agnostic, but am alive today, shaped by my religious ancestors whose migration and history link me to this land. I can feel my past here, in Palestine, specifically in Jerusalem. There is strong DNA Memory here. Also, recent recorded history spells the American role in World War II, our ever-growing, connected partnership with the Israel, the only nation on the face of the earth for and by the Jewish people; an important fact, considering the comparison. Take a look at national flags to see the massive evidence of deeply religions nations around the world, predominantly Christian and Muslim. And our unfortunate misunderstandings and mishandling with the largely peaceful and fastest growing religion in the world, more specifically with a small but effective group of disadvantaged angry Muslims hosted and financed by large powerful Arab nations with extreme leadership who has made it their mission to educate and arm these once peaceful young impressionable minds with hate, targeting Jews, Americans, but ultimately the entire non-Muslim world; this could explain some low punches that were received loud, and all too clearly communicated — not just in the United States — in many Western “allied” countries.

Who or what shall win the minds and hearts of the young?

Whatever reality, a version of the story you want to accept, right here and now the scarcity of peace and other essentials for a fair quality of life, is shared, though in many ways harsher, more horribly real for the Palestinians, the majority of Arabs — not to mention millions of people in any “3rd world country” (for a lack of a better term) or people treated as such because of discrimination. The abundance is unbalanced, top heavy for the Jews who use their power (evolved over many generations, but more on that later) to fight for their perceived right to live, fearing a hateful interpretation of Jihad. Terrified to accept what they believe could be a Trojan horse, claiming foul, because Hezbollah, Hamas and other Palestinian groups certainly do not embrace a peaceful interpretation of Jihad (yes, a peaceful version is possible, scripture proves this, but more on that later) when they call for Israel to open territory and economies. Plus Western society waving the capitalism flag like a weapon, eating up the world’s resources, taking advantage of disadvantaged people, benefiting the powerful few with little trickle down, have also weakened it’s wrongly assumed moral higher ground, and no doubt, has contributed to the terrorism of fear, more, to the scarcity it now uncouthly shares with the world. Americans believing the world is flat, that life begins-and-ends between blue-and-red states, exclusively understanding its own culture and ideas from NYC to Los Angeles, Chicago to Dallas as the best in the world, are simply, stubbornly, wrong.

This I understand.

The ancient olive branch continues to reach out, begging for a leader of peace to be born, to united us, to accept the branch once and for all — for all cultures and creeds. This is a wish stated to me by a thirty-something Jewish Mother living in Ramat Gan, a suburb of Tel Aviv, with whom I recently discussed these issues. She does not want her kids to be soldiers, mandatory in Israel. Sadly though, the wish for a Gandhi, or better yet, a Martin Luther King, Jr. type-leader (the latter because his was a free speech and civil right battle, not at religous or holy war) – for Palestine — for the world, hasn’t fostered anything, other than wishful thinking. A new enlightment is needed which will take more than one person.

Therefore the battles wage on, horribly and unnecessarily. Because I believe, and so too, young men I met in Jerusalem, Muslim Palestinian peace activists — the will of the people, the majority, everyday-you-and-me-people, are wanting peace. Our Father’s DNA Memory might be compacted with war, but in the hearts and minds of Mothers and young people — of all people before the sickness infects their souls — live today, the desire, and a shared dream, of peace, opportunity, a fair quality of life.

So then, who or what is profiting from this continued war?

I can’t answer these questions by myself. We’re here to discuss. For my contribution, this discourse is presented from an agnostic viewpoint, a freshly defined belief system as: non-absolute, curious, open, harmonious and respectful. And this is how I approached my journey into Israel/Palestine, by not taking sides, coming with a freed heart and mind, wanting to understand the big picture and true intentions, with the will and vision to change myself.

Similar to Karen Armstrong, I believe in reciprocity, the “golden rule” if you will and maybe you do because it’s a key teaching in all major religions. Beautiful things are realized by living this method of relating with people; paying it forward in a positive, dare I say, “sustainable” kind-of-way, versus a backwards stuck kinda-of-way.

First I had to write this precursor, but soon I’ll take you with me, into the modern capital of Israel, one and the same, the Old City of Palestine; Part 1: The Journey into Common Ground

In regards to my DNA thumbprint, as a writer, I accept the limitations. Therefore I’ve decided that I will complete the zeitgeist, for now, with the next couple posts (a final piece on the connection between the Jews and Muslims, the conflict — plus a DNA trek wrap-up); until I’ve completed the book that will showcase it all, soup to nuts.

This is not about a limited thumbprint, or maybe it is, though for now, about prioritizing my time. Soon you’ll notice, if you continue to follow along, and I hope you do come back to see what’s next. Go to the Zoe Bios Facebook page for the exclusive updates. You’ll see clues of the final trek into Egypt and South East Africa, Tanzania. The book will put those clues together into the final picture. Big issues will be confronted. I already sense a discussion on Culture and Language, Economics, Sexuality and more.

We will see, together, if understanding DNA Memory has any meaning or value.

XXX

Credits:

[1] http://www.answers.com/topic/jerusalem

[2] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Right_of_revolution

[3] http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=what-does-the-fact-that-w

[4] http://www.economist.com/displaystory.cfm?story_id=14742737

[5] Curiosity, ongoing question and answer series with Google and Wikipedia helping to round-up the general info, countless hours double-checking facts, Academia who post mostly reliable info online, conversations while traveling around the world with other curious people from all over the world, ambitious compassionate intellectuals who study interesting subjects and write books about it, music, art, inspiration and creativity (wherever it comes from), nature, all my friends and family, especially my mom, “powers that be”, hard work, our life, DNA Memory, the present, this opportunity. Much gratitude.

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Fast forward, the DNA trek

Thursday, January 7th, 2010
Fast forward, the DNA trek

“We don’t receive wisdom; we must discover it for ourselves after a journey that no one can take for us or spare us.” — Marcel Proust

A long road that went fast: That is how the first half of the DNA trek went. Now it’s time to begin again.

Here is a quick recap of the journey, thus far. And I’ll tell you what’s next.

Italy was a dream, start-to-finish. A visit to my maternal great-grand parents village, Cuggiono, about thirty minutes south west of Milan, was greeted with smiling, interested, helpful men; local leaders of sorts. They had no idea I was coming. I had no idea where to start. But we found each other. One of these men, thinking it relevant to this project, immediately took me to his office. A non-profit he founded with the mission to find and tell the Cuggiono emigration story, tracking the people and families who left for the United States.

The question: “Why would they leave their home?” is matched with historic answers, the forced risk and adventure to seek out a better, different life. Thousands did it, including my own blood.

The results of this mass exodus are mixed, but overall inspiring. Especially when you consider what some of these weary travelers encountered at Castle Garden or after 1890, Ellis Island, in NYC.

It wasn’t an easy transition. If you were Italian, your choices were limited, because of language, but also because of prejudiced perceptions. My great-grand father, to support his family, became a coalminer, working himself to death so the a few could make big profits.

That common story might make some people’s blood boil, but I wonder what my great-grand father would think. His son became a successful man, a self-made millionaire; given a opportunity the homeland could not offer.

What happened with that small fortune is another story for another time.

Makes one think though, if the American dream is really American. Maybe it’s just a maladapted marketing spin on what is essentially human nature and goes the way of human history, repeated. Immigration, emigration, however it you want to define, people relocate to find a different way of life, to follow a dream.

It’s a form of evolution at its most real.

Cuggiono’s local men took great care to give me any and all information possible to track down my family’s backstory. From introducing me to a professor in Milan who is writing a book on emigration, to opening up the village museum to show me the history of the place these thriving locals still call home.

They were not the only ones to welcome me quickly and deliver what they could.

I opened my eyes in Sweden, taken by the surrounding beauty and got back to the reality. This project is not a dream. It’s very real. My life. Our life: The family saga.

First steps into Stockholm direct into a taxi. I took a look at the available Mercedes Benz lined up with men smoking and chatting, waiting for customers — and choose one, by chance and the right choice, to befriend the driver who invited me to dinner with his biologist friend who had done scientific research on memory. It was an interesting discussion regarding where memories are stored, in the brain or in our DNA.

Later my new taxi-driving friend, whose passion is “rock n’ roll” and Harley Davidsons, not driving taxis, took us to visit Greta Garbo’s grave, a distant relative of his. I can’t help but think our DNA memory was trying to tell us something. The site reminded me of previous discussions and drawings in Italy. A friend who was designing a cemetery in South Korea. Unrelated, but struck me for some reason.

By this time, I began to believe, as much as an agnostic can, in omens. What are these signs trying to tell me? To continue is all I could do.

A couple days into a Sweden I rented a car and took a three-hour road trip from Stockholm for a visit to my maternal great-grand parents hometown, or rather, humble village.

It was hidden almost an hour from main roads, amidst farms, the focal point being a church from the 12th century, and a cemetery just as old but with recent graves mixed in. It was likely related to the royal dynasty, of sorts, that continues to modern times.

The ancient church is small with a tall tower, cold and empty minus welcomed literature describing relevant history illuminating the life of these ancestors. Based on the honor system, I could trade a small amount of currency for prepared details of the location and its people. Clearly I am not alone in my quest. I left the desired Krona, took what I needed and learned that Bjälbo is a place where kings and queens were born.

Whatever the history, the place felt like a lost home. It was peaceful in a neutral kind of way, very Swedish.

This branch of the family immigrated versus emigrated, the difference being they choose to leave versus being forced by outside forces, such as famine, etc. Or that was true for my great-grandfather, who had land and money and could focus his time on his art versus survival. Not true however for my great-grandmother who left for the USA courageously alone, running from an unhappy home, looking for a complete change far-far away.

There is more to the Swedish trek. As I continued south into Göteborg, I ran across the Youth World Cup that brought me back in time when I competed in the Jr. Olympics in Los Angles in 1984. I played soccer from the time I was five up and throughout high school. It was a big part of my family life.

An anticipated trip to the southern beaches was delayed to watch very talented kids from countries all around the world play at the highest level. The excitements brought me close to tears, watching the families on the sidelines cheer or bite their lips, hugging their kids in happiness or comfort of the win or loss. I know and miss those moments of unity. Forgotten but absorbed memories, to be sure. A family unit coming together to support one of it’s own. Parents and grandparents wearing club colors, taking sides.

Sporting events seem like modern civilizations way to continue the clan and tribal wars, without the complete destruction. It’s exciting.

That was the beginning of my journey and the end of the maternal side of the DNA trek. From this point the European tour went from near to far, into a vague definition but strong presence. From a 50/50 2nd and 3rd generation maternal branch to a paternal side that went all the way back to the Revolutionary War, the founding of the United States as we know it, which gave the blood plenty of time to mix. Like a prized mutt.

Hence I began to put the pieces together for this complicated and intriguing paternal side of the DNA Memory and started my journey to the UK, Germany and France.

Scotland gave me insight into my roots. I wasn’t sure until a new sign was revealed. But I arrived not only at the right place, but also at the right time. Another taxi driver informed me on where to go and what to do.

Turned out to be a special weekend in Edinburgh, the big “Homecoming” where people from around the world come to Scotland to celebrate their heritage. My new taxi driver friend took me to the festival, after one of the most thrilling conversations of my life (I’ll tell more later, but let’s just say if I were to title my next book it would be: God is a Taxi Driver).

I met my Scottish clan leader, who quickly gave me our family tartan to sport around the event. The clans are still very competitive, but instead of the land and power grabs it’s about market share these days. They were pleased to find a new member. For me however it was more puzzle pieces linking this critical past to living instincts that are powerful, if diluted.

The randomness of gene expression is the base of who we are. The diluted blood from generations ago can pop-up in a newborn baby, skipping recently acquired traits of it’s parents. That is what I was thinking when I visited the UK. I felt almost as close to that land and people as I did in Italy and Sweden, which I have a much closer relationship with. I felt the energy of my distant relatives in Scotland.

My luck was inexhaustible.

I received a last-minute acceptance email to attend a Scottish Parliament meeting on Diaspora. I was able to sit in the newer, odd, and not popular with the locals, building designed by the deceased Spanish architect Enric Miralles Moya, and spend hours listenings to very impressive thinkers. Tom Devine, a respected historian, Richard Holloway, Chairman of the Scottish Arts Coucil, and the like, spoke about what it means to leave home, for a country to lose much of it’s brain trust and how to get it back. Or at least create a global network for a broader life helped by linking the past with the present; leveraging their pride to inspire another and new enlightenment.

So many interesting, good ideas! I, like thousands in the crowd, possible distant blood relatives, felt proud to be Scottish.

After Edinburgh I took a small detour north, past the Highlands, missing the million dollar photo of Loch Ness and into the Isle of Skye, made famous, in my world, by a brilliant Virginia Woolf book To the Lighthouse. Check out the photo section of ZoeBios.com for decent iPhone shots, which fills about 90% of the section.

My family clan however is from the Lowlands, and coincidently of Scandinavian decent.

Another landmark, Sorbie castle, built in the 14th century, is still a source of hard fought and won pride, as is the surrounding area of Wigtown; officially designated as Scotland’s National Book Town. But before arriving in the old paternal homeland, I took a few days in Glasgow and continued my European art history tour.

Without a doubt I’ve seen some of the world’s most amazing museums, some of the most coveted art. From the Sistine Chapel in Rome to Konstmuseet in Göteborg, to the Tate Modern in London, Gemaldegalerie in Berlin, and the Louvre in Paris, and many more. I enjoyed and learned much about the DNA of the land and people from art history. I have multiple books of scratched notes taken in each country.

After Glascow I went to the south west coast of Scotland.

Five days at sea, my first sailing lessons around the Isle of Arran. Warm waters, sandy beaches and palm trees, thanks to the Gulf Stream. It was one of the most magical though challenging experiences. Days and nights at sea in Sadler 34 Cruiser/Racer that was over 20 years old, though very well cared for, with four men, complete strangers, learning a life or death skill, exhausted and completely exhilarated from morning to night. The RYA (Royal Yachting Association) course comes recommended.

Our final night sail shared with a full moon. I was alone at the bow of the boat, watching the phosphorescent plankton lighting up our slow trail back to port. I prayed to the powers that be, to the unknown, and said thank you. Life is good.

Pre-sailing lessons I met and partied with a group of lads at the birth place of golf. I call this tight group of local friends, the “Troon Rat Pack.” That should give an idea of how the night went. They talk smart and drank hard. It’s truly a compliment to be described as “clever” from one of these fine boys.

The UK tour was completed after a few touristy days in London. Brick Lane was fun. Poet’s corner at Westminster Abbey is cool. I would have enjoyed seeing Stonehenge more, had I not been so tired. Although it’s impressive, it’s really not that exciting. Though that may have something to do with seeing something similar to it; Ale Stenar, also over 5,000 years old, when I did eventually make it to the souther Swedish beaches. I had already did the research.

More, I required a break. Went for a short stay in Amsterdam with wise friends. Once there I passed out for what seemed like days.

When I was awake I was privileged to spend time with talented artists who opened-up and shared their own lives, offering rich context, filling in critical historic details. Sublime hours spent in post World War II socialist gardens, enjoying the sun, doing a little manual labor and biking around the city. I parted from my friends on the sleeper train to Berlin, dreaming of my travels thus far, full of gratitude.

Germany filled the project with a bright new life. And I got back to work.

I found a sweet renovated sublet on the third floor with great views of a busy captivating corner in a “hip” part of town. A work studio in what used to be on the wrong side of the wall. Inspired by the locals and my time in Amsterdam, I bought a beautiful vintage Victoria and adopted a car-free lifestyle biking to all points of the city, celebrating 20 years since the fall of the wall. I couldn’t help but be reminded of its history at each turn, and not exclusively by virtue of the citywide exhibition, the anniversary of the Reagan and Gorbachev era.

Kurt Vonnegut dramatically relates one of my strongest DNA memories in his book Slaughter-house Five. To give a quick idea, I was unaware where my grand-father was shot down in World War II, forced into a German concentration camp for POW’s. Not the worst of its kind, but horribly overcrowded. Located in Austria, named Stalag 17. Close to death my grand-father did survive, marched out with other starving, abused men who also barely survived, and like many veterans, never forgot.

It’s not a memory that can be easily erased or buried.

My plan was to road- trip from Berlin to Paris, a clear, direct route. For some reason I took a detour, got lost if you will, leading me darn close to the area where my grandfather was imprisoned. Stranger still, I couldn’t stop thinking about concentration camps, that I should visit one before I left Germany, to see what comes up for me. But just couldn’t get myself to do it.

To this day, I can’t stand to see anything graphic, even the Americanized version. Despite how good-bad-or-indifferent, I’ll never watch Schindler’s List. I have witnesses to my pathetic reaction. I am too organically, sobbingly empathetic.

So it goes.

France wrapped up my European DNA trek with old-soul-youthful spirits. An artist residency filled with good people, more lifetime friends made, and a needed peer review for this project.

Zoe Bios is my main topic of conversation. I chat about the project with anyone who will listen. In a perfect world, get a opportunity to listen to others shared stories, which thankfully was many. I am humbled to know that other people believe this is an important, worthy project, based on an interesting theory. It’s nice to exit the vacuum of my mind and get an outside perspective, no matter what the feedback.

I was accepted into two artist residencies. The first one was with the Bau Institute in one of the most beautiful places I’ve been blessed to visit. This is a place where the Italians go to vacation. If you’ve been to Italy, then you know that means something. Gorgeous. Special. No tourists — just clear blue waters, fresh fish, delicious food, open vistas, family owned vineyards, and an ancient castle nestled within old city walls. This harbor town connected to the Adriatic Sea is about an hour from Lecce (one of the G8 locations Obama visited last year) and a two hour scooter ride to the heal of Italy’s boot. Also made infamous for being the location of the first-ever gothic novel, The Castle of Otranto.

The second residency, Camac in Marnay sur Sein, was more my speed, though I truly fell in love in Italy, this particular program mixed a cross-disciplined, younger artist crowd. Housed in a lovely 17th century priory, a UNESCO site in a very small quiet village alongside the beautiful Seine River. An hour outside Paris, and only a few kilometers short of a nuclear plant powering the big city and surrounding areas.

That looming plume of vapor hogging clear blue skies, the nuclear plant spitting out the used river waters made each resident pause and think, move on. The locals are given pills in case of an accident. The “Nuke Pills” are supposed to alleviate symptoms of radiation. And like the locals we ignored that threat and spent our nights drinking, and on really good nights, dancing.

We did what we could. What immediate choice do we have but to continue living? Yes.

Everyday of the journey, to this day, I enjoy 30 minutes of meditation. A luxury I make sure to give myself. Don’t think this is some crunchy hippie kind of thing. It’s not. It’s not New Age either (check out the video section for David Lynch’s description). It’s a clever trick to clear my thoughts and keep my life on track by focusing on priorities. And it’s interesting, again, to see where I naturally gravitated for this essential practice.

I took advantage of the stunning churches and cathedrals across Europe. And I miss those, my sacred spots. The heavy fragrant of invested wood, incense burned across generations, the art and wall paintings, the incredibly high ceilings and openness, the quiet rainbow colors spraying through the stained glass windows. There are two favorites retreats for mediation: nature and old churches.

A few times I opened my eyes, shaken to realize I’m smack in the middle of a religious ceremony, including weddings. By far some of my most entertained moments involved these “awakenings.”

I spent about a month in each country, ending the European DNA Trek in Paris, France. From there I had to go back to Los Angeles to take care of some personal business, but also had a memorable stay in NYC, taking my own pilgrimage to Ellis Island, the first landing in America for much of my blood, maternal and parental.

The Statue of Liberty made it’s impact.

‘Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, the wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me, I lift my lamp beside the golden door!’

Now let’s fast-forward. The current status of Zoe Bios, the future is now. I’m in Israel, prepared as I can be, excited as ever to continue this amazing journey.

Everyday of the DNA trek is about the project. I’ve dedicated my life savings and over a year to this journey. Researching while also being open to where the journey takes me, not dictated by pre-planning. If an instinct or memory lures me to a discovery, I chase it down and try to put the pieces together.

But does DNA Memory exist? I’ve gathered some compelling, though not scientific evidence. I offer, for your consideration, stories within an interesting context. That is what the book is spotlighting. And I’m still in the process of writing the book. For now we I have this vehicle to connect me to you, a platform for us to discuss: ZoeBios.com.

Coming soon! This website is about to undertake some fun happenings. I’ll be updating more often, sharing bite sized notes along the way. The second part of this journey begins. I arrived in Tel Aviv about a week ago, in time for a fantastic 2010 New Year’s party with friends. I have scheduled trips to Jerusalem, the Dead Sea, Red Sea, then to Egypt, to the Sinai Desert, Cairo, up to Alexandria, plus Jordan, to visit Petra, the Manchu Picchu of the Middle East.

Stay tuned! You will see it here, my trek into the “Holy Land” — life that is visceral, controversial, and omnipresent in many global discussions, in our DNA.

Leave a comment and tell me what you think.

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